cancerass | IC Contact Post

I know what you mean. But it's so weird to deal with!

Yeah...

So, uh.

Good luck for real? I guess.

Thanks.

Good luck with...

Well I guess you don't really need luck do ya?

Just so you know? That joke gets old.

Wasn't joking.

But sure ok. Won't bring up your luck again.

I don't really have luck anymore! And between you and me, I'm not sure how much it did for me in the first place.

I know you don't like hearing about the parts of your life you didn't experience, but it did save our asses a few times. If it's any consolation or anything.

How do you know that wasn't just me?

Just a guess.

You didn't know who did the most damage to the King, so I assumed you came from an earlier point in time.

No! I mean, how do you know it wasn't me who helped out a lot, and not just my luck?

Well the luck is yours, isn't it?

Whether or not you want to take the luck into consideration, I'm not discounting you as a helpful player.

Didn't mean to make you feel like I wasn't giving you any credit or whatever.

You didn't really. I don't think.

Oh.

Okay.

It's a little weird to hear you guys talking about that Vriska, too. I don't think I'm offended by that either! But it's just like... to you, she's the real Vriska, and I'm just some past version that doesn't even really exist in your timelines. But to me, I'm all there is! I'm it.

I never thought about it that way, to be honest.

I mean I probably should have, what with all the other mes and other everyone elses I keep seeing all over the place.

But when I found out you were here, it didn't feel like you were another Vriska, or something.

I don't know. You're exactly how I remembered you.

Okay, not exactly, but you get it.

You mean that?

Yeah.

That's probably why I got pissed at you so much when I first got here.

I hate to say it, but it was actually a good feeling.

Like a familiar face thing? But I wasn't the only troll around then!

It wasn't limited to just you.

It was just...

It was really fucking nostalgic. Like I didn't realize I missed being around you guys all the time until I was around you again.

It sort of sucks that I'm gonna forget all this when I leave again.

How defeatist!

What if you leave and then come back? Or we find a way to keep our memories? Or we find a way to keep from leaving entirely!

WELL YEAH. THERE'S ALWAYS A POSSIBILITY. HELL IF YOU GOT ANY IDEAS SIGN ME UP. I'LL WORK TOWARDS IT.

I really used to hate this place. In a way I sort of still do. I think I'm beyond wanting to leave though.

The scientists living underground, for one thing! I keep trying to get people to go with me because I don't think I'm going to get anything by myself.

I'll go with you then. Might as well.

Okay, good. We can work out a time during a down week! Going during an event would suck.

Even if it's just watching and learning, I just have to keep doing stuff to work towards this goal. If I seriously thought that everything here was a waste and there was no way to keep it? I'd go crazy!

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