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NOPE. I'VE SAID TOO MUCH ALREADY.

BESIDES IT WAS LIKE, OVER HALF A SWEEP AGO. I'M OVER IT NOW.

Noooooooo, I want to hear! I won't tell anyone.

MAYBE I'LL TELL YOU SOMETIME.

IT'S JUST SORT OF EMBARRASSING TO THINK ABOUT RIGHT NOW.

That is so unfair. You know my embarrassing human crush secret!

[EVERYBODY knows your embarrassing human crush secret, Vriska]

I'M NOT SAYING I'LL NEVER TELL YOU.

JUST, Y'KNOW. NOT RIGHT NOW.

AND I HAVEN'T TOLD ANYONE ABOUT THAT EITHER.

Not even Gamzee? That's pretty dumb.

WELL

GAMZEE AND I HAVEN'T TALKED SINCE THE EVENT.

I WASN'T VERY TALKATIVE BEFORE THEN EITHER I GUESS. I DON'T KNOW.

Holy shit.

Your quadrants really are messed up.

YEAH NO KIDDING.

Maybe we are just a fucked-up group. Maybe that's why we all came together in the first place.

MAYBE.

IS IT WEIRD THAT I COULDN'T IMAGINE BEING IN A GROUP WITH ANYONE ELSE? PROBABLY NOT.

Fucked-up people have to stick together? I don't know.

I never really thought about it before.

If I think about it, besides my neighbors you guys were they only people I really knew.

I didn't have neighbors besides Equius, but I really only knew people I gamed with. ... And a lot of them got eaten.

Not surprising. You were a FLARPer after all.

Yup!

Terezi was the only one I got close to, though. I tried making friends sometimes when I was little, before I really understood things! But then it would just make me upset when my lusus ate them, and who wants to go through that all the time?

Yeah. I can't imagine it was good for your social life.

That stopped being important after a while. All I cared about was gaming, because it was all I could care about. Good thing I thought it was fun.

Yeah. When you've got something you can't do it's best to focus on the things you can. I found something to keep myself occupied with too.

What?

MOSTLY I JUST WATCHED MOVIES. I TRIED TO DO SOME HACKING TOO, BUT I NEVER REALLY GOT VERY FAR WITH IT. I MEAN I WASN'T TERRIBLE OR ANYTHING, BUT IT WASN'T EXACTLY MY STRONG SUIT EITHER.

THEN THERE WAS THE WHOLE THRESHECUTIONER OBSESSION. FEELS KIND OF CHILDISH IN RETROSPECT, BUT. Y'KNOW WHAT? FUCK IT. IT WAS A PRETTY COOL ASPIRATION.

And I bet it's something humans would freak out about if they knew.

WHATEVER. IT'S NOT LIKE I WOULD HAVE EVER BEEN ABLE TO BE ONE ANYWAY.

Why not? If Alternia had survived they'd still be around.

WHY DO YOU THINK? THEY'D NEVER LET SOMEONE LIKE ME JOIN THEIR RANKS. I'D HAVE TO DO SOMETHING EITHER PRETTY AMAZING OR ABSURDLY CONVOLUTED.

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